Unlucky Days...

Ytr when i driving to work,i pray in car,ask GOD to guide me for anything when i finish pray then i continus drive to work...hmmp..i reach office about 7.50am then i read bible awhile,suddenly my car move to infont,WALAO.....i stood ther for few second..then when i look back i only reslise my car let ppl pump..thn i going out n see wat happen...tat time i saw my car got Scar..i really angry the stupid person lo..my face look vry dark lo..i go in to my car n take my stuff then go in to office...after few second i think back,i cannot so emo de..then i forgive the person..when i think like ths i really felt batter jor..then i go to work...hehe..

When finish work i go take my car tat time, i saw one paper at my car,then i walk n think n walk n think,once i saw the paper is SAMAN.SHIT i only realise i forgot put my parking ticket ah...deng deng deng...why today i so unlucky de le...tat time i really no mood La..why everytime i wanna think positive thing then all the bad thing coming out from me le...SHIT...

When i on the way back,i keep cool down myselve..say i cant like ths,must cool down cool down..then i pray i pray ask GOD to take all my emo,dont let satan come n attrac me again...once i reach home,finially i ok JOr...keke...Forgot n Forgive...

把握现在!!!

过去的过去
现在的现在
将来的将来

岁月如流水般无情
也许

有过辉煌
有过失落
有过快乐
有过悲伤

也许感觉生活过的多姿多彩
也许感觉生活过的庸庸碌碌
但我们无法改变过去

也无法预料将来
只能把握现在的

My Dear Jen Jen...

虽然我不知道你到底发生什么事情，
但是我只想给你知道，
我们这一班朋友都会一直陪你走下去的．．
无论有多难走的路，
我们都会在你身边陪着你．．
不要在讨厌你自己了，
我只想看到我身边的朋友都可以过的很愉快．．
以前的事，
就忘记吧．．．
哭泣的Jen Jen会不美的，
所以你要笑多点哦，知道吗？？
要坚强哦．．．

加油！！加油！！加油！！

San will always support YOu n will beside You forever n ever de...

Jen 要记得哦．．．．


我们会永远陪着你和爱你的！！！

我怎么了!!!

我怎么了???

往往为了一个话题都会发神经,

现在的我怎么了,脾气全部都改变了,

我怎么了???

为什么会这样啊???

我怎么了???

之前我是很少会为了一点小事而发脾气，

但是现在已经成为我的习惯了...

但是我现在怎么会变成这样呢,

高兴的时候像一个神经病,

不高兴的时候什么都不想说,

不愿意和别人说一句话...

我怎么会变成这样???

当初的那个我怎么没有了???

消失去那里了我???

-空虚?

-寂寞?

-失去方向?

-没有信心?

为什么全部都指向我呢?

我为什么会这样?

这样的感觉真的不好受，真的很累!!!

真的很想（他）现在就在我身边．．．

但是我知道（他）是不会的!!!

...我和你...

我不知道你有没有发觉到,
我和你的关系开始有问题了..
可能你没发觉到吧...
也可能不在乎把...
为什么我和你会弄成现在这样呢???
我知道问题出与在我...
对不起!!!
我也不知道为什么我会这样...
我和你说的话已经开始一次比一次少了...
甚至见到面都好像没看到一样...
每次这样我的心都会很痛...
我们也很久没有一起开开心心谈天了...
很怀念以前的日子...
不知道我们还可不可以回到以前那样呢???

Didn't sleep and Sat Service...

Walao..last nite i really didnt sleep for the whole nite lo..ths morning i damn suffer la..bec 6something go take bath n then go had b'fast with PK lo..SHIT la..today morning when i drive i got few time wanna accident adi..Luckily i dont had..dont knw why ths few day's when i drive i keep saying bad word lo and also wanna accident tim..haiz...Hate driving la..ths morning at Old klang road there beside morning markat there...got one UNCLE's cycle he bysicycle blocking the road..make me let ppl HONG me...shit him...sigh..

Yesterday service my mood still ok de.,,,when praise i got sang and dance..when Pastor "shuo xin xi de shi huo"i still ok...when Pastor say wanna help us Healing and Deliverance tat time..actually some message is i kena de..but i ascape again..ths is i 2nd time to escape Healing and Deliverance jor..haiz...after all the thing gao tim jor,my bad moond start coming out adi...when i reach at sri petaling de kinana..i finish my dinner then jiu go back jor...btw half n hour also don't have...

朋友...

<<朋友>>

这个世界真的有知心朋友吗???

知心朋友代表了什么???

为什么当你真心付出真感情时,

真的把他当成你最要好的朋友时,

为什么到头来,

换来的就是"出卖"这俩个字呢??

当你发觉你的好朋友出卖你时,

你的心,就好像给很多很多箭刺到一样痛...

你的心会一直一直的流血,

流个不停...

痛的无法形容...

我真的很后悔,

为什么以前会把你当成我最要好的朋友,

很后悔把我一切的事情都告诉你..

那时候我真的没有想过你会出卖我...

为什么他们说的一切事,

你就信他们100%,

而我呢???

为什么你不信我说的事呢???

我认识你比他们久,

为什么你偏偏就不信我呢???

那时候,我真的真的真的很恨你...

一次的出卖还不够吗??

为什么你还要出卖我第二次呢???

难道我一点点让你信任的都没有吗???

俩次的出卖已经够我伤了...

这条疤痕已经很难复原了....

YoU..=(

WHy YOU can make Me LOVE you..
WHy YOU CAn Make Me Laughting..
WHy YOU CAn Make me Crying..
WHy YOU CAn Make Me Miss you Every Day's And NIte..
WHy YOU CAn Make me HaTe YOu..
WHy YOU CAN Make My Moody Good Or Bad..
WHy YOU CAN Make Me HUrt..
WHy YOU CAn Make me drame of YOu..
ALL About YOU..WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!!
CAn Give Me AnsWer MA???

CAnt sleEp for tHe wholE Nite...@..@

Now adi is 4something in the morning,but i still can't sleep at all...open my eye n looking here n there only..don't knw why i can't sleep....my brain just thinking all negative thing...very suffering la...'satan'can you get off in my life???i don't wan follow ur step n do LAH...last week i think i adi recover jor de, can walk back to GOD,but now i only knw i still haven't recover all yet..i still walking satan way...SHIT you...don't teaching me how to do...i just wan you get off in my life only..YOU always mAke Me thinking all idean stuff...HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU...

~~~WisHinG YoU WeRe HeR3~~~

When I think of you it´s just the same,

This feeling it could never change,

Around me,

In the day's or night,

All i do is run Aways From YoU,

From all what´s in my head, my heart, my soul,

Trying to forget YOu,

I´m wishing you were here now,

Trying to find a way out,

Out of this confusion in my mind,

I´m wishing yOu were here,

What´s in your mind,

I wanna To know...

Wishing you were here, to hold me,

Wishing you were here, to touch me,

Wishing you were here with me again....

Rico B'days Celebrating at "The Garden"

Yeah..Monday Nite had 13ppl went to celebrating b'days with my loVEr Bro(RicO) at "The Garden"..we went to "Italianise" had dinner le..hahah..high clAss le..but the price quite Ok la..one person Rm27only..cheap boh.???hmmp..after dinner,we stay there n take some picture...wahahah..i felt surrounder de ppl is looking us...but we don't care we still take pic...Finish take photo almost 11pm jor..time to go home lu..also time to show OUR Friends b'days Photo Lo...

See the B'days boy doing wat???


Italiannics

Lover ur..muakss

My Lover bro Rico n Me

Edwin ^ Rico

Haiz..Look At WEi JIng,

So LC ho..

Wah..Nice Post...

Edwin & JOanne

Me & Wei JinG

SaN ** JeN

13ppl NaMe==Rico,wei JIng,David,Nick,Kar seng

Victor,Vincent,Edwin,San,Ashely,Kee,Jen,Jas...

To All mY Friends...

Little faith brightens a rainy day

Life is difficult; you can't go away

Don't hide yourselve in the corner

You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye

Opens up you'll see the happy sunshine

Keep going on with your dream

Chasing tomorrow's sunrise

The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend

Won't let you cry, my dear

Seeing you shed a tear

Make my world disappear

You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend

We are with you, holding hands

You have got to believe, you are my destiny

We're meant to be your friends

That's what a friend should be

不敢....想!!

那天和我朋友谈了一下,
他所说的一切事都是我从来不敢面对的事,
原来我已经开始慢慢的很在乎他了,
我真的很想,每当我不开心时,
他都会是第一个来安慰我,在我身边自持我的,
但是,他没有,
每次都不是他来安慰我,
可能我的朋友说的对,
我不应该这样下去了,
每次我很想跟他说,
为什么我会不开心,伤心的事和开心的事时,
偏偏他就是给我的感觉,
他不在乎我的事情…
到最后,我还是放弃跟他说的念头…
我真的不知道,我是不是应该放弃…
可能我不应该把全部心思放在他身上吧…

为什么!!!

不知道为什么我会有这种感觉...

我很害怕...

我已经有很多天没有读圣经和祷告了...

当pastor讲道时，我真的听不进去...

我会去想别的东西,就是不想听...

我很怕神会从我身边拿走一切东西...

神啊..请你不要拿走现在我所拥有的...

我真的不想失去所有的事情...

Heart 6 & Viva & My Friends...

Pls Stay Beside Me....

当我一个人时，我就会乱乱想东西...

现在的我，我开始很怕一个人了...

@RoS3s@

Many stalks should I send?

1 stalk of rose ~~~~Exceptional Love Concentrated on you

2 stalks of roses~~~~Just you and Me

3 stalks of roses~~~~I Love You Very Much

6 stalks of roses~~~~Just For You ( a friend )

11 stalks of roses~~~~You are my only Love
12 stalks of roses~~~~Satisfactory Union and Mutual Affinity
24 stalks of roses~~~~Loving you every minute
36 stalks of roses~~~~Feeling Romantic Attachment Because you came to me
99 stalks of roses~~~~Love with Understanding Makes Love Eternal
100 stalks of roses~~~~Loving with Understanding Makes Love Eternal
108 stalks of roses~~~~Please Marry Me
365 stalks of roses~~~~Thinking of you everyday, Loving you everyday

Which color should I send?

White Roses=Purity, Sincerity ...
Orange Roses=Strong Love, Affectionately...
Pink Roses=Tender Love, Caring...
Light Pink Roses=Grace, Happiness...
Dark Pink Roses=Thankfulness...
Red Roses=True Love...
Yellow Roses=Goodbye, Jealousy, Rejected Love, Apology...
Peach Roses=Thinking of you day and night, True Friends...
Amber orange Roses=Deeply in Love with you...
Champagne Roses=Congratulations, Romantic Love...
Lipstick Pink=First Approach...
Sweetheart Yellow=Undying Love...

"成长"

有时我情愿做一个小孩...
没有烦恼自由自在的生活...
什么都不用想...
要做这个也可以...
要做那个也可以...
有的时候...
感觉自己在孤独得看别人成长...
自己得一切 都那么地沮丧 没信心...
为什么我会这样呢???

谁谁谁!!!!

为什么这两天我不想读圣经,也不想祷告呢???
每次当我拿起圣经时,我都会想去做其它的事,
就是不想读...
我已经有两天没读圣经和祷告了...
我越来越不了解现在的我了...
是谁拿走以前的我呢??
谁..谁..谁..谁..谁..???
请还我,好吗???

~累了~

今天我好累好累...

想了很多很多的东西...

也哭了俩天,眼睛有点痛..

无论在工做,朋友,感情还是家里上....

我真的很没有用...

什么事都做不好...

全部东西都是我自己扛...

我真的很讨厌现在的生活...

也很讨厌现在的我...

我真的好辛苦啊...

真的很想找个没有人认识我的地方休息..

可以什么都不用想...

Baptize Days on 13/04/2008

=Baptize ppl is>>>Tim chi,Ashley,RicO & 3Sapo..haha...

~No TiTle~

整理好零乱的心情，
用伤心的口袋装好，当做菜。
收集起心碎的泪水
填满水晶瓶子，当做酒
踏着清秋的月色，
就这样去寻找我的伤感，
去体味苦寂的人生。

我想放弃的事情太多，
我不想放弃的事情更多，
泪水中的选择总是反反复复，
反反复复中的选择却又让我热泪盈眶，
酒瓶里的酒填不满我心中的空虚，
水晶瓶子里又装不下我心碎的泪水。



酒还在不停的往嘴里灌，泪还在不停的向脸上流，
泪水在深秋的午夜凝结在空气中，化做一片凄冷的寒雾，
月色不够苍凉，气氛不够悲伤，
我只能在如幻的雾气中捕捉你无奈的笑容，
笑容里，我一次又一次的醉倒在你温柔的怀抱，
抱抱我，因为我需要。



多少次痛苦的折磨，要我忘记你的样子,
我一次次的忘记，又一次次的想起，
你是我今生唯一不变的梦
这个梦在每个寂寞的夜晚如流星穿过，
在我的心上划过美丽的幻影，
眨眼消逝无形，只留下深深的血痕,
那血痕刻着的是你的名子。


放肆的躺在无人的长街，
任凭酒水冲刷我的灵魂，
任凭泪水洗去我的伤痛，我发誓要在心里抹去你的名子
可是酒醉后的手只听从真情的指挥，
无意中它把你的名子刻的更深，
笔划里渗出的是斑斑血迹。


泪水轻轻落到唇边，
我用舌尖品尝着它的味道，
泪水中竟也带着你寂寞的香气，
时间把我的思念堆积成山，
又把它劈成断崖，迷茫中我独自站在断崖边，
俯视着情感情的荒原，
我们都在拼命的奔跑，只是方向上有本质的错误。

我仿佛醉了，
朦胧中我看到天空里飞过一只寂寞的醉鸟，
它划着孤独的弧线向我坠落，
坠落中我看到了它生命的本质，
一种消耗生命的执着，为了它所谓的爱情，
它的生命在醉梦里逝去。
为了它，我宁愿醉去。