Why???

Just now i listening one song,
my HEART suddenly feel very very PAIN,
i should put down but i can't..
when your heart broken before,
still can recover back?
why i can't stay strong,
why i so weak,
WHY WHY WHY WHY???
"YOU"

最后一次

PS：很感人的一首歌..!! =[

Few more month's

Few more month's to go,
let me settle down all my thing's..
I've to say... to them...!!
I don't know this plan will success or not,
i still will try..
All memories will inside my HEART..
THANKS..

Back to the original =.=

Now just wanted back to the original when the original

Really do not want to return before the tears and sadness when the

Want to return to the initial first time, but the fear

Recall, the original is a kind of hurt

Scene after scene of dialogue, the picture appeared in my eyes

Came to realize that after we have lost into the memories of the arrangements

The number of friendship can be repeated, how many people are willing to wait for

不习惯 =.=

不知道为什么还是有少少不习惯，
虽然。。。
我真的不知道要怎样做才好，
我该 " STOP" ma?
我真的很怕又为了一些事，
又变回以前。。
烦啊。。

Restoring Relationships: Talk to God

"What causes fights and quarrels among you? . . .You want something but don't get it . . . You do not have, because you do not ask God" (James 4:1-2 NIV)

The first biblical step toward restoring a relationship is to talk to God before talking to the person.

Discuss the problem with God. If you'll pray about the conflict first, instead of gossiping to a friend, you'll often discover that either God changes your heart or he changes the other person without your help.

All your relationships would go smoother if you would just pray more about them. As David did with his Psalms, use prayer to ventilate vertically. Tell God your frustrations. Cry out to him. He’s never surprised or upset by your anger, hurt, insecurity, or any other emotions. So tell him exactly how you feel.

Most conflict is rooted in unmet needs. Some of these needs can only be met by God. When you expect anyone--a friend, spouse, another pastor, or family member--to meet a need that only God can fulfill, you are setting yourself up for disappointment and bitterness. No one can meet all of your needs except God.

The apostle James noted that many of our conflicts are caused by prayerlessness: "What causes fights and quarrels among you? . . . You want something but don't get it . . . You do not have, because you do not ask God" (James 4:1-2, NIV).

Instead of looking to God, we look to others to make us happy and then get angry when they fail us. God says, "Why don't you come to me first?"

!!重来!!

Can't sleep @@

Now already 5am, i don't know why i still can't sleep, my eye wanted to close but inside my heart don't feel like sleep..SO HOW??? i feel something started to dropping down already.. should i or shouldn't ask?? GOD help me, i need you NOW..!! i don't want to think anything NOW, i should let my brain to REST..

End

在一个地方住着很多小鸟也有很多棵树，他们的生活是自由自在的，
有一天不知道为什么有一些小鸟飞了出去玩，遇到了一棵树，
这样他们就一起出去玩了，很多小鸟都很想和我们出去，
但是我们没有让他们一起去，“是不是很坏呢”哈哈哈，
玩啊，玩啊，玩到时间过了很久还不知道,
就这样小鸟的 “妈” 开始说小鸟了，
这样那样的，再也不让我们一起了，
树知道了后，真的很不开心，
从那时起，他们再也没有在一起了，
树好几次都想找小鸟，到最后都没有，
因为树知道再也不会有这样的事发生了，
树有很努力的挽留这些事，
但是还是不能，
树就开始放弃了。。
因为树知道他不再放手的话，
树会更痛，不可能再做回自己，
虽然过程真的很痛，树还是要。。
树不知道可不可以，
但是树会努力。。
小鸟要开心哦。。
再见了。。
树和小鸟的故事，就在这里画上"句号了"。。！！

~END~

No Title..!! ={

有一颗树每天都过着一个自由自在的生活,
有一天，有一支小鸟飞到这棵树上，
这棵树就很好奇地问，
为什么你会飞来这里？
小鸟说，我也不知道，
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。
就这样他们就成为好朋友了，
有说有笑的，
每一天都会在一起，
但是，时间真的过的很快，
一天一天的过去了，
有一天，这只小鸟飞了出去，再也没有飞回来，
这棵树每天都看着外面，盼望小鸟会飞回来，
等啊，等啊，小鸟还是没有回来，
这棵树就很Down了，
因为这棵树也不知道发生什么事，
小鸟再也没有回来了。。
这棵树好想回到以前的日子，
真的很不习惯，好怀念。。={

Thanks

I think you don't know what happen to me, but do you know when you saying,your word really TOUCH my HEART, i was listening what you saying, i was shock,because your topic is saying about me, that night i also don't know what happen to me, whole night i only thinking what you say, now only i know your case, some part is same with me, your word until now i still can't forgot and i still thinking..!!
Seriously really hard to make a decision,once you really make the decision you can't regret, i very afraid make wrong decision.

最佳损友 [Eason Chan]

朋友 我当你一秒朋友
朋友 我当你一世朋友
奇怪 过去再不堪回首
怀缅 时时其实还有
朋友 你试过将我营救
朋友 你试过把我批斗
无法 再与你交心联手
毕竟 难得有过最佳损友
从前共你 促膝把酒
倾通宵都不够
我有痛快过 你有没有
很多东西今生只可给你
保守至到永久
别人如何明白透
实实在在 踏入过我宇宙
即使相处到 有个裂口
命运决定了 以后再没法聚头
但说过去 却那样厚
问我有没有 确实也没有
一直躲避的藉口 非什么大仇
为何旧知己 在最后
变不到老友
不知你是我敌友 已没法望透
被推着走 跟着生活流
来年陌生的
是昨日最亲的某某
生死之交当天不知罕有
到你变节了 至觉未够
多想一天 彼此都不追究
相邀再次喝酒
待 葡萄成熟透
但是命运入面 每个邂逅
一起走到了 某个路口
是敌与是友 各自也没有自由
位置变了 各有队友
早知解散后 各自有际遇作导游
奇就奇在 接受了 各自有路走
却没人像你 让我 眼泪背着流
严重似情侣 讲分手
有没有 确实也没有
一直躲避的藉口 非什么大仇
为何旧知己 在最后 变不到老友
不知你又有没有 挂念这旧友
或者自己 早就想通透
来年陌生的 是昨日 最亲的某某
总好于 那日我 没有
没有 遇过 某某

One week

I started my work one week already, this week i damn busy, after class then rush back to office and see so many people a day..very tired for this..but i can learn a lot thing through this, because i didn't done before..very good for me too.. Thanks GOD...!!

First day..

01/09/2009
Today first day i started my work,
holiday damn long already,
first day i really don't know what can i do,
because i no experience,
but i know GOD with me and lead me how to do.
THANKS GOD..

and first day i get trouble some more, haiz..
i sms to HIM already,but he no reply my message ahhhh...
i also don't know how to do already..
"FAINT"

From.....

From long time ago,
When you have to look away,
When you don't have much to say,
When you have trouble,
When you need help,
I'll be there for you,
No matter how FAR.
Every time see you walk near me,
or just pass by me,
My brain always stuck for few second.
This feeling who can understand???