生活

在生活中难免会遇上形形色色的人，

有的人像流星一样很快地与你擦身而过，

不曾留下记忆。

有的人与你有缘相处很长时间，如过去的同学, 同事OR朋友，

但在若千年后，你也许连他的名字也想不起了。

还有一种人，他与只接触很短的时间，

可能只有一面之缘，但是却给你留下很深的印象，

甚至终身难忘。

为什么？？？
我真的很不明白啊。。。
你可以告诉我吗？？

忘记

有很多事情不是说要忘记就能忘记，有些事情你越想忘记，就偏偏忘记不了，前几天我不小心看回某某人send 给我的信息，我看了心真的有点痛，原来我还收着他send 给我的信息，当我post了这个Blog, 我就会删除它，不会再收着，很多东西过了，就真的过了，不可能再回头..

很难

真的很难做这个决定,
我不知道我做了会怎样,
但是我相信神会帮助我...
所以我做了..!!

Don't know

I don't know what happen to me NOW, my heart feel weird, weird weird weird...i have to leave here go some where else to relax, next week i go oversea work, i should take this chance to have holiday, hope after this trip i'll feel better lah...!!!

29 Nov 2009

Today i went to my friend wedding, i should happy i see my friend get married, but i made back some of my school friends, but the feeling really totally different, nothing to talk,that time i really want back home.. one of my friend i very afraid to see her, because last time i really hurt her heart, until now she haven't forgive me, i don't know what can i do now.. Seriously if today i didn't go the wedding i might be still fine, every time i see her my heart really sad, i very regret regret why last time i will do that to hurt you, FRIEND, I'M SORRY SORRY, can you forgive me?? GOD help me, every time made back my old friends then i'll have this feeling, some time i rather i don't want find my old friends, God teach me HOW to do, this feeling following me very very long time already, when can i recover this pain and she really can forgive me??God please take all my sadness memorable, i don't want handler this sadness anymore...

26-28 Nov 2009

3days camp in peace heaven
耶稣 我爱你，
Thanks for your word,
Without you i really nothing,
i promise you i'll give all my time to you..
Last day in peace heaven, first time heard God sing song to US,
Thanks GOD,
I very very Love you..!!!
Muakss..!!

Btw us

Last few day i went back the place, really got a lot memorable, first i tot i can put down the memories btw us, but when i went back i only know i can't forgot, really still got a bit painful when i thinking back, however i try my best to put down everything, but don't know why this few day the feeling slowly slowly come back again, help help help...

Good Morning

When I say good morning I mean to say:

G-od
O-ffers us His
O-utstanding
D-evotion ! to

M-ake us
O-bedient &
R-eady for us
N-ew day with HIM.
I-nspire others please and
N-ever forget
G-od loves YOU!!

有一天

" THANKS "

Thanks God...
Love you God..
God guide me and protect me for whole day..
If not today i wont be here anymore..
Really thanks you My lover "GOD"

Don't know

I don't know why when i come back from Taiwan,
God really talk to me very often,
I really can feel him this few days,
i didn't try before this feeling,
when god talk to me, really hurt,
and i really try my best to change myself, change my thinking, change my character..etc..
God wait for me, i know i can do it...
Love You..

有一種美麗叫放棄!!‏

曾經有種感覺，想讓它成為永遠。
過了很久，才發現它已漸漸消逝了。
然後才懂：
原來握在手裏的，不一定就是我們真正擁有的；
我們所擁有的，也不一定就是我們真正銘刻在心的！
其實人生很多時候需要自覺的放棄！
世間有太多的美好的事物。
對沒有擁有的美好，我們一直在苦苦的嚮往與追求。
為了獲得，而忙忙碌碌。
其實自己真正所需要的，
往往要在經歷很久後才會明白，甚至窮盡一生也不知所終！
而對已經擁有的美好，我們又因為常常得而復失的經歷，而存在一份忐忑與擔心。
夕陽易逝的歎息、花開花落的煩惱、人生本是不快樂的
因為擁有的時候，我們也許正在失去，
而放棄的時候，我們也許又在重新獲得。
對萬事萬物，我們其實都不可能有絕對的把握。
如果刻意去追逐與擁有，就很難走出患得患失的誤區。
所以生命需要昇華出安靜超脫的精神。
明白的人懂的放棄，真情的人懂的犧牲，幸福的人懂得超脫！

“我不是因你而來到這個世界，卻是因為你而更加眷戀這個世界！
如果能和你在一起，我會對這個世界滿懷感激，
如果不能和你在一起，我會默默的走開，
卻仍然不會失掉對這個世界的愛和感激。
感激上天讓我與你相遇與你別離，完成上帝所創造的一首詩！”
生命給了我們無盡的悲哀，也給了我們永遠的答案。
於是，安然一份放棄，固守一份超脫！
不管紅塵世俗的生活如何變遷，
不管個人的選擇方式如何，
更不管握在手中的東西輕重如何，
我們雖逃避也勇敢，雖傷感也欣慰！
我們像往常一樣向生活的深處走去，我們像往常一樣在逐步放棄，又逐步堅定！

Power of your love

Lord I come to You
Let my heart be changed, renewed
Flowing from the grace
That I’ve found in You
Lord I’ve come to know
The weakenesses I see in me
Will be stripped away
By the power of Your love

~ chorus ~
Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side
And as I wait
I’ll rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with You
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love

Lord unveil my eyes
Let me see You face to face
The knowledge of Your love
As You live in me
Lord renew my mind
As Your will unfolds in my life
In living every day
By the power of Your love

(repeat chorus twice)

And I will soar with You
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love
(repeat)

God will make a way

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today

BYE

BYE BYE EVERYONE'S

对不起

对不起，
请愿凉我，
我对你的爱真的还不够，
我很多时候都没有依靠你，反而用自己的想法去做，
还一直想回以前的事情，令到你不开心，
真的对不起。
神啊，请你Heal my heart, Heal my everything's，
Please make my heart clean, broken my heart..
I need you "Lord"..!!

Heal my Everything's

Don't want to write it here,
SAN
Just forgot it ba..!!
everything's will pass
and
remove from your heart,
because inside your heart
only
GOD
can heal your sadness and everything's..

"Promise"

You still remember what you promise me ??
got 3 thing's..
But i think you forgot you own me promise already,
but never mind i'll remind you when the time is right...

S@n

愛是不保留

感人

當你走到無力

當你走到無力时，神就会来帮你，无论遇到什么难题时，他都会帮你决觉，带领你，我们要相信他。。

"Gym day"

Last monday i went to "Life college" do gym then the next time my whole body damn painfull..keke..but quite FUN de.. at nigth we went to had dinner together...yeah..happy day and tiring day...hahaha...!!

"Memorable"

"Genting"

Full of my memories,every time go there, i'll think back a lot thing's...this kind of happies day, enjoying day, crazy day,can last until when????day by day,time by time,second by second,very very very fast, really got a lot thing's can't put down,i hope i can treassure everything's i've now and i'll do the best...

To Ashley

I just back from Genting, we went to Genting help "Aahley Mah" celebration with her..ard 17ppl went there..haha..big group le..hope she will enjoy Genting few hour short trip la..Lolxx...

TO: Asheley Mah

I wish you happy birthday and get pretty and pretty, no matter where you go, remember VIVA still love you forever and MISS YOU...!!

Why???

Just now i listening one song,
my HEART suddenly feel very very PAIN,
i should put down but i can't..
when your heart broken before,
still can recover back?
why i can't stay strong,
why i so weak,
WHY WHY WHY WHY???
"YOU"

最后一次

PS：很感人的一首歌..!! =[

Few more month's

Few more month's to go,
let me settle down all my thing's..
I've to say... to them...!!
I don't know this plan will success or not,
i still will try..
All memories will inside my HEART..
THANKS..

Back to the original =.=

Now just wanted back to the original when the original

Really do not want to return before the tears and sadness when the

Want to return to the initial first time, but the fear

Recall, the original is a kind of hurt

Scene after scene of dialogue, the picture appeared in my eyes

Came to realize that after we have lost into the memories of the arrangements

The number of friendship can be repeated, how many people are willing to wait for

不习惯 =.=

不知道为什么还是有少少不习惯，
虽然。。。
我真的不知道要怎样做才好，
我该 " STOP" ma?
我真的很怕又为了一些事，
又变回以前。。
烦啊。。

Restoring Relationships: Talk to God

"What causes fights and quarrels among you? . . .You want something but don't get it . . . You do not have, because you do not ask God" (James 4:1-2 NIV)

The first biblical step toward restoring a relationship is to talk to God before talking to the person.

Discuss the problem with God. If you'll pray about the conflict first, instead of gossiping to a friend, you'll often discover that either God changes your heart or he changes the other person without your help.

All your relationships would go smoother if you would just pray more about them. As David did with his Psalms, use prayer to ventilate vertically. Tell God your frustrations. Cry out to him. He’s never surprised or upset by your anger, hurt, insecurity, or any other emotions. So tell him exactly how you feel.

Most conflict is rooted in unmet needs. Some of these needs can only be met by God. When you expect anyone--a friend, spouse, another pastor, or family member--to meet a need that only God can fulfill, you are setting yourself up for disappointment and bitterness. No one can meet all of your needs except God.

The apostle James noted that many of our conflicts are caused by prayerlessness: "What causes fights and quarrels among you? . . . You want something but don't get it . . . You do not have, because you do not ask God" (James 4:1-2, NIV).

Instead of looking to God, we look to others to make us happy and then get angry when they fail us. God says, "Why don't you come to me first?"

!!重来!!

Can't sleep @@

Now already 5am, i don't know why i still can't sleep, my eye wanted to close but inside my heart don't feel like sleep..SO HOW??? i feel something started to dropping down already.. should i or shouldn't ask?? GOD help me, i need you NOW..!! i don't want to think anything NOW, i should let my brain to REST..

End

在一个地方住着很多小鸟也有很多棵树，他们的生活是自由自在的，
有一天不知道为什么有一些小鸟飞了出去玩，遇到了一棵树，
这样他们就一起出去玩了，很多小鸟都很想和我们出去，
但是我们没有让他们一起去，“是不是很坏呢”哈哈哈，
玩啊，玩啊，玩到时间过了很久还不知道,
就这样小鸟的 “妈” 开始说小鸟了，
这样那样的，再也不让我们一起了，
树知道了后，真的很不开心，
从那时起，他们再也没有在一起了，
树好几次都想找小鸟，到最后都没有，
因为树知道再也不会有这样的事发生了，
树有很努力的挽留这些事，
但是还是不能，
树就开始放弃了。。
因为树知道他不再放手的话，
树会更痛，不可能再做回自己，
虽然过程真的很痛，树还是要。。
树不知道可不可以，
但是树会努力。。
小鸟要开心哦。。
再见了。。
树和小鸟的故事，就在这里画上"句号了"。。！！

~END~

No Title..!! ={

有一颗树每天都过着一个自由自在的生活,
有一天，有一支小鸟飞到这棵树上，
这棵树就很好奇地问，
为什么你会飞来这里？
小鸟说，我也不知道，
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。
就这样他们就成为好朋友了，
有说有笑的，
每一天都会在一起，
但是，时间真的过的很快，
一天一天的过去了，
有一天，这只小鸟飞了出去，再也没有飞回来，
这棵树每天都看着外面，盼望小鸟会飞回来，
等啊，等啊，小鸟还是没有回来，
这棵树就很Down了，
因为这棵树也不知道发生什么事，
小鸟再也没有回来了。。
这棵树好想回到以前的日子，
真的很不习惯，好怀念。。={

Thanks

I think you don't know what happen to me, but do you know when you saying,your word really TOUCH my HEART, i was listening what you saying, i was shock,because your topic is saying about me, that night i also don't know what happen to me, whole night i only thinking what you say, now only i know your case, some part is same with me, your word until now i still can't forgot and i still thinking..!!
Seriously really hard to make a decision,once you really make the decision you can't regret, i very afraid make wrong decision.

最佳损友 [Eason Chan]

朋友 我当你一秒朋友
朋友 我当你一世朋友
奇怪 过去再不堪回首
怀缅 时时其实还有
朋友 你试过将我营救
朋友 你试过把我批斗
无法 再与你交心联手
毕竟 难得有过最佳损友
从前共你 促膝把酒
倾通宵都不够
我有痛快过 你有没有
很多东西今生只可给你
保守至到永久
别人如何明白透
实实在在 踏入过我宇宙
即使相处到 有个裂口
命运决定了 以后再没法聚头
但说过去 却那样厚
问我有没有 确实也没有
一直躲避的藉口 非什么大仇
为何旧知己 在最后
变不到老友
不知你是我敌友 已没法望透
被推着走 跟着生活流
来年陌生的
是昨日最亲的某某
生死之交当天不知罕有
到你变节了 至觉未够
多想一天 彼此都不追究
相邀再次喝酒
待 葡萄成熟透
但是命运入面 每个邂逅
一起走到了 某个路口
是敌与是友 各自也没有自由
位置变了 各有队友
早知解散后 各自有际遇作导游
奇就奇在 接受了 各自有路走
却没人像你 让我 眼泪背着流
严重似情侣 讲分手
有没有 确实也没有
一直躲避的藉口 非什么大仇
为何旧知己 在最后 变不到老友
不知你又有没有 挂念这旧友
或者自己 早就想通透
来年陌生的 是昨日 最亲的某某
总好于 那日我 没有
没有 遇过 某某

One week

I started my work one week already, this week i damn busy, after class then rush back to office and see so many people a day..very tired for this..but i can learn a lot thing through this, because i didn't done before..very good for me too.. Thanks GOD...!!

First day..

01/09/2009
Today first day i started my work,
holiday damn long already,
first day i really don't know what can i do,
because i no experience,
but i know GOD with me and lead me how to do.
THANKS GOD..

and first day i get trouble some more, haiz..
i sms to HIM already,but he no reply my message ahhhh...
i also don't know how to do already..
"FAINT"

From.....

From long time ago,
When you have to look away,
When you don't have much to say,
When you have trouble,
When you need help,
I'll be there for you,
No matter how FAR.
Every time see you walk near me,
or just pass by me,
My brain always stuck for few second.
This feeling who can understand???

So near yet So Far

Today you were in my thoughts again,

As you so often are.

I could not help but wish once more,

That you weren't quite so far.

But life has a plan for each of us

And although we are far apart

You are never really further,

Than the corner of my heart.

Pui San !! =}

How can??

How can will like this??
Everything Gone.
Everything Different.

Can Turn Back?
ans: NO
CAN't means CAN't..
SAN don't think this again lah,
Your Heart already know Can't,
Just forget it lah!!

Hope So..

I hope the days will come faster,although is "bu she de",but i still hope So...i very treasure what GOD gave it to me,no matter how, i really thanks GOD putting you all in my life..!!

p/s: Guys treasure what's GOD give it to you..!!

and

don't waste you're TIMES..!!

低调

沉默的瞬间

8月

8月的第一天。。

我要开始新的生活了，

奋斗我要做的事情,

以前的事就忘记他吧...

"Midnite i make a deal with myself "..

30/07/2009 onward..
Give me some time..
Deal date is before next year 30/07/2010
I'll settle down all my thing's,"Closer with GOD,improve my study and concentrate on my working"etc...
After all done,then...
I know i can DO IT..

"一个故事"

从前, 有一个脾气很坏的男孩，他的爸爸给了他一袋钉子，告诉他每次发脾气或者跟人吵架的时候就在院子的篱笆上钉一根。第一天，男孩钉了37 根钉子。后面的几天他学会了控制自己的脾气，每天钉的钉子也逐渐减少了。他发现，控制自己的脾气，实际上比钉钉子要容易的多。终于有一天，他一根钉子都没有钉，他高兴地把这件事告诉了爸爸。爸爸说：从今以后，如果你一天都没有发脾气，就可以在这天拔掉一根钉子。日子一天一天过去，最后，钉子全被拔光了。爸爸带他来到篱笆边上，对他说：儿子，你做得很好 , 可是看看篱笆上的钉子洞，这些洞永远也不可能恢复了。就象你和一个人吵架，说了些难听的话，你就在他心里留下了一个伤口，像这个钉子洞一样。插一把刀子在一个人的身体里，再拔出来，伤口就难以愈合了。无论你怎么道歉，伤口总是在那儿。要知道，身体上的伤口和心灵上的伤口一样都难以恢复的。你的朋友是你宝贵的财产，他们让你开怀，让你更勇敢。他们总是随时倾听你的忧伤。你需要他们的时候，他们会支持你，向你敞开心扉。当你说：'你是我的好朋友'时，请认真地说出来。当你道歉时请看着对方的眼睛。永远不要嘲笑别人的梦想。不要随便给一个人定性。说话时要慢，思想时要快。打电话的时候请你微笑，对方一定感觉得到。

十句话

第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离　　
你只要跨出第1步　　
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句　　
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人　　
才是真正爱你的人

第三句　　
付出真心　才会得到真心　　
却也可能伤得彻底　
保持距离　就能保护自己　　
却也注定永远寂寞

第四句　　
有时候　不是对方不在乎你　　
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句　　
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人　　

第六句　　
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

第七句　　
真正的好朋友　　
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题　　
而是在一起　就算不说话　　也不会感到尴尬

第八句　　
没有一百分的另一半　　只有五十分的两个人

第九句　　
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人　　
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友　　
为你的难过而难过的　　
就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句　　
冷漠　有时候并不是无情　　
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

=_='

我坐在电脑前，看着我的BLOG好久了，

其实我有很多东西想写，

但是当我看着我的BLOG时，

我真的不知道要写什么好。。

2年前的事，

1年前的事，

今年的事，

[哭，甜，笑，

伤心，开心的]..

Etc...

真的很多回忆，

好想回到以前，

时间过的真的很快...

Sorry

Today i meet back our friend,

their told me something,

tat time i only know you can't forgive me,

My friend,

I really sorry to you

i know last time i hurt you before,

pls forgive me...

i really sorry to you..

再见了 ]=

过去的该放下了。。

我不应该再看回去。。

很多东西是不能再回去了。。

再见。。。

Can do it?

GOD
After i know the thing,
I really can do it?
I really can follow?
After few days i very Sure tat GOD really wan me to do this and accept it..
NOW I ONLY CAN ACCEPT IT...
GOD i know the process will very hard for me,
but i will try to success it..

Changing Now???

Izzit we changing now?
I feel that we difference like last time already..
Haiz..i also dont know how to say la...
Confuse confuse confuse..
Why every time i put alot....??
At last also will be....??
This feeling i dont like..
This feeling will let me drop down de...
I hate this feeling...
I dnt wan I dnt wan....
This feeling pls go always...

End

10/13-06-2009

A4J just end,this few days conference i learn alot...

GOD's i will follow your step and save more soul for you..

i know M'sia will save by you...

what i have learn during this few days conference i will keep inside my heart..

i won't forgot what GOD's speak to me...

THX GOD's

I LOVE YOU...

试着

我会试着放下，

对你来说可能一点都不重要吧，

但是对我来说是很重要的。

不过，算了吧。。。！！

你放心，我会慢慢的从你生活圈子离开你，

没有了我，你还会有很多人再你身边的。。！！

bdays gal =]

Hey gal,

hope you will like it and

enjoying what we made it for you last night,

so u must listen what your parents told u O0O,

hahahaha...

here i wish you

"Happy birthday to you"

"Happy 4Ever"

God Blessssss YOU &

Your Family...

=)

should i??

should i do the part time job?
if i promise him means i doing back the same job,
just no need back office do only..
but my salary will cut half?
should i ?

My insurance job,suddenly feel like dont wan to do adi..
i really no time to do..
should i stop it now?

Stress la....
what i wan now???

="=

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Last Day..

30-05-2009

Hey My dearies Friends,

Tomorrow is my Last day at this company already,seriously ,i really "不舍得你们"..

Last night thx for your farewell party,i very enjoying with ur guys last night,even is are few hour gethering,but is very touch my heart..Remember o,don't forgot ME..hahahaha...althought i change company already but dont forgot call me go yam cha O...we must keep in touch o..

Here i WISH your HAPPY 4EVER and GOOD BYE..
I will Miss your very much..

MUAKSS...=)

Tagged By Michael

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

Neck

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
OMG,Working..
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
church people
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
dont know
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
If need i will...
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yup...
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
NOpe
8. What does your last text message say ?
Hey gal,good night =)
9. What are you thinking right now ?
Thinking of You
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Yes..
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?.
12.30am
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
???
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yes
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Colleague

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz,ps : I just tag who those have a blog :)
1.Mun Fatt
2.Joanne Mah
3.Lulu
4.Tian
5.Aiai
6.Flo
7.Isaac
8.YiPing
9.Chern Lin
10.Deborah

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Lol...No idea le..
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Female
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Walao,i dont think they 2 will together..haha..
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
No study. work now..
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Last week...
20.Is no.4 single?
Yup =)
21. Say something about no.2
She is are nice person,who now finding gf,can consider her la..haha'
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
This kind of thing wont happen...
23. Describe no.9?
Funny girl...
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
this 2 ah,no comment...
25. Do you like 8 ?
Yes,she is my leader o..haha..

Tagged by Lulu

1. The person who tagged you is:
Lulu

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Crazy family

3. Your first impression of him/her is:
Queit de

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
Do Crazy thing's

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
don't know o

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Wont happen to me

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
No need improve anything,bec wont happen

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
never happen

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
dont know le

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
let me think think 1st

11. Your overall impression on him/her is:
noisy people

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
yes

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
???

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
know myself and....

15. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
I lov3 You Too

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1.Jen
2.woon
3.Kee
4.Flo
5.Suet
6.Tian
7.Michael
8.Robin
9.yvonne
10.sylvia

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
dont know o,need to ask her 1st

18. Is 9 a male or a female?
Female

19. What is 2 studying at the moment?
No

20. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Sylvia in msn

21. What kind of music does 8 like?
Dont know him o,i think is church song

22. Does 1 have any siblings?
....

23. Is 4 single?
i think so

24. What is the surname of 5?
Suet,monkey,break face,fei suet..hahaha

25. What's the hobby of 5?
see jaeson ma,haha,i think

26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
yes gua...

27. Where is 10 studying at?
Home,hahaha

28. Say something casual about your eyes:
Bleh bleh

29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
ERRRRR~~~~~~~

30. Where does 9 live?
Brickfields..

31. What colour does 4 like?
No...
32. Are 5 and 1 good friends? / Do they know each other?very good friends.. so what do u think ??
yes they know each othe

33. Does 2 like 7?
Yup.. as brother and sister... bec God family ma..

34. How did you get to know 8?
FGA CYC

35. Does 1 have any pets?
yes she have,very cute name call dear dear..=)

36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
hahahaha..u guess le??

37. Are you sexy?
No,depend what place i going,kekeek..=)

38. What am I doing now?
Still need to say de,of cause working la..

~END~

Lost Our Way =(

Lost Our Way...
24/05/2009
11something until 1something

Tonight we nothing to do and don't wan go back so earlie,then i let one of my friend drive my car,let her decided go where as she like,1st place we went to Klcc area,then 2nd place is Ampang point,the problem is M3 and her also don't know tat way de,hahahaha..she just following the road and go straight only,didn't turn left or right..didn't turn left and right the problem is we go in kampung area lo,damn scarely la,because inside so dark and no car no people de..Eeee...!!but at last we can find the way back home..kekek..!! =)

~啊~=(

还有一个星期...

啊啊啊啊

时间过的真快...

OMG...!! =(

帶我走 ='=

23 MAY 2009

1.56am

Hmmp,

suddenly my brain think back a lot a lot thing's...

Guess what???

Becacuse i listening{帶我走} this emo song,

haiz...

My heart suddenly feel so hurt and sad...

Maybe~~

Maybe the day will come soon,

but whitin this second until the end,

your heart is full of

MEMORIES and HAPPINESS..

Whatever YOU GO,

Just remember what we done

and

keep it in your heart,

that's enough already...

~珍惜母亲的每一个谎言~

儿时，小男孩家很穷，吃饭时，饭常常不够吃，母亲就把自己碗里的饭分给孩子吃。母亲说，孩子们，快吃吧，我不饿！――母亲撒的第一个谎。
男孩长身体的时候，勤劳的母亲常用周日休息时间去县郊农村河沟里捞些鱼来给孩子们补钙。鱼很好吃，鱼汤也很鲜。孩子们吃鱼的时候，母亲就在一旁啃鱼骨头，用舌头舔鱼骨头上的肉渍。男孩心疼，就把自己碗里的鱼夹到母亲碗里，请母亲吃鱼。母亲不吃，母亲又用筷子把鱼夹回男孩的碗里。母亲说，孩子，快吃吧，我不爱吃鱼！――母亲撒的第二个谎。

上初中了，为了缴够男孩和哥姐的学费，当缝纫工的母亲就去居委会领些火柴盒拿回家来，晚上糊了挣点分分钱补点家用。有个冬天，男孩半夜醒来，看到母亲还躬着身子在油灯下糊火柴盒。男孩说，母亲，睡了吧，明早您还要上班呢。母亲笑笑，说，孩子，快睡吧，我不困！――母亲撒的第三个谎。

高考那年，母亲请了假天天站在考点门口为参加高考的男孩助阵。时逢盛夏，烈日当头，固执的母亲在烈日下一站就是几个小时。考试结束的铃声响了，母亲迎上去递过一杯用罐头瓶泡好的浓茶叮嘱孩子喝了，茶亦浓，情更浓。望着母亲干裂的嘴唇和满头的汗珠，男孩将手中的罐头瓶反递过去请母亲喝。母亲说，孩子，快喝吧，我不渴！――母亲撒的第四个谎。

父亲病逝之后，母亲又当爹又当娘，靠着自己在缝纫社里那点微薄收入含辛茹苦拉扯着几个孩子，供他们念书，日子过得苦不堪言。胡同路口电线杆下修表的李叔叔知道后，大事小事就找岔过来打个帮手，搬搬煤，挑挑水，送些钱粮来帮补男孩的家里。人非草木，孰能无情。左邻右舍对此看在眼里，记在心里，都劝母亲再嫁，何必苦了自己。然而母亲多年来却守身如玉，始终不嫁，别人再劝，母亲也断然不听，母亲说，我不爱！――母亲撒的第五个谎。

男孩和她的哥姐大学毕业参加工作后，下了岗的母亲就在附近农贸市场摆了个
小摊维持生活。身在外地工作的孩子们知道后就常常寄钱回来补贴母亲，母亲坚决不要，并将钱退了回去。母亲说，我有钱！――母亲撒的第六个谎。

男孩留校任教两年，后又考取了美国一所名牌大学的博士生，毕业后留在美国一家科研机构工作，待遇相当丰厚，条件好了，身在异国的男孩想把母亲接来享享清福却被老人回绝了。母亲说，我不习惯！――母亲撒的第七个谎 晚年，母亲患了胃癌，住进了医院，远在大西洋彼岸的男孩乘飞机赶回来时，术后的母亲已是奄奄一息了。母亲老了，望着被病魔折磨得死去活来的母亲，男孩悲痛欲绝，潸然泪下。母亲却说，孩子，别哭，我不疼。――母亲撒的第八个谎 不论你多富有 不管你官多大 到什么时候也离不开咱的妈....愿天下父母平安度春秋.......

珍惜母亲的每一个谎言 好好的对待父母 很多东西 失去后才得来的珍贵代价太大.所以一定要好好的爱我们的父母~

Change Song =)

Hey Guys,

finally i change my Song already Ooo..

keke..happy..

so no need visit my blog tat time so EMO jor lo..

wakakakaka....!!=)

Song Title:

{带我走} change to {再一次拥有}

Thx VIVA...

Thx Viva...

Thx today what you're done for me,

Thx for celebrate with me,

Thx for your Cake,

Thx for Your dinner,

Today i really very happy,althought is are simply dinner,

but my heart is vry touch...thx 1000000.....!!`~`

love youre guys..=.=...

Miss Ya...

Muakss....!!=)

~.~

SHIT...

NO Mood..

don't come and kacau me...

GET OFF....!!

=(

thank...

拥有的一天 =]

[P/s: Hey guys,pls go refer to Sylvia Blog only come visit my blog,because she is 1st part,mine is 2nd part,Thx]

After we paid for the ticket, we drove up to the [Japanese Village].. We first go [Japanese Village]... Because we though is the nice nice house (France village),but not lor..。anyway.. the Japanese also very nice, the road damn narrow, my car need to change to L only can go up.. damm hurt..luckily not everyday go,or not haiz,so Xin tong sei me le..all because of {TIAN}…blrk..hehe...back to us.. when we arrived the [Japanese Village],we get down look ard took some pictures and videos,very nice le..i'll upload the pictures and the video soon,SO MUST see O..on the way we past by {Japanese garder,Japanese tea house,Tatami spa,Ume tatami spa,Souvenir shop,Ryoo zan tei restaurant,Botanical garden} we spend around 1hour at Japanese Village.. after that, we when to the guard house ask the security to direct us to the next destination.. France village.. keke..while we was on the way to France Village, the sky was so damm temptation, we park our car at the roadside and get down for some pictures..keke...finally we arrived the nice nice house liao(France village)..wuhu...!!happy..~^^ after i park my car, we when down,OMG.. after we came out from the lift, suddenly raining.. oupss.. we pray to GOD ask God don rain 1st,wah... not more then one minute, the rain really GONE jor..keke..GOD so LOVE us and We Love GOD so much too..really thx God!!~~^^ We spend about 2hour there at Franch Village.. around 4something, we depart to Bentong.. k la, don wan crap so much.. u all man man enjoy the pictures.. for more details, pls refer to TIAN blog’s... haha..for more pictures go (Lu,San or Tian) facebook...~~haha...enjoy yourself & have are nice day ya..will be continus at Tian BLOG’s...!!**=]

- 2Nd P@rT -

原来....

原来我对你们一点帮助也没有,
你们所做的,所说的,
你们要出国做东西,几时出,几时回我也不知道,
很好笑吧!!!
BULLSHIT...BULLSHIT..!!!
这个叫Unity吗?
Unity是这样的吗?
原来你们Unity是这样的,我现在才知道...
每天我只能看着你们做你们的东西..
你们有没有想过我的感受???
你们给我的感觉好像,我不是你们一队的..
原来你们也是{重男轻女},
不只是我感觉到而已咯,我身边的人也看的出来..
原来我选择这条路是没有错的....
如果我知道这个是我之前留下来帮你们,
得到的后果,
我就不会留下来...
伤的是谁?
只不过是{自己}而已...!!

P@in =.="

OMG

My last finger i'll kenal my car again last night...

SHIT...

why i'll so careless de?

when my last finger only can recover le?

now i'll do what,

also need to very carefully,

because if i'll not careful,i'll will kenal my finger again de..

Haiz...

VERY PAIN LA...!!@@

Romantic country names‏

H.o.l.l.a.n.d
=Hope our love lasts and never dies

I.t.a.l.y
=I truth and love you

L.i.b.y.a
=Love is beautiful, and you

F.r.a.n.c.e
=Friendship remain and never can end

C.h.i.n.a
=Come here i need affection

B.u.r.m.a
=between us.remember me always

N.e.p.a.l
=never ever part as lovers

I.n.d.i.a
=i nearly died in adoration

K.e.n.y.a
=keep everything nice, yet arousing

C.a.n.a.d.t.i
=Cute and anught action that developed into attraction

K.o.r.e.a
=Keep optimistic regardless of every adversity

E.g.y.p.t
=Everything great.you pretty thing

M.a.n.i.l.a
=May all night inspire love always

T.h.a.i.l.a.n.d
=Totally happy,always in love and never dull

M.a.l.a.y.s.i.a
=Man and lady are you still in available

2nd Part of CrazY Night!!^^

2nd Part of CraZy Night...
26/04/2009..
Location: GenTinG...

Hahahahaha...today after done all our thing,then nth to do already,then we decided go to Genting for {吹吹风}..haha..CrazY le..then we didn't say anything then jiu GO lu...walao...we waster 1hour lost the way..damn Arrrr....!!!then we trying to find the way out,BUT ...we can't find.haiz...finally,Sylvia saw are road she know how to go de,then we Thx God,let us find the way out liao...about 9smth we reach Genting..haha...l'll very cold...because,l'll No jacket to wear a....!!-_-...but l'll still can tahan la..

1st place=)Toilet 1st..hahahaha..because....!!!!
2nd Place=)First World..we find some stupid games to ply and took picture...!!

hmmp..Althought today just are short trip at Genting,but l'll still very enjoying with you're guys alot...very meaningfull night,wonderfull night,happy night and Crazy night...hahaha..ard 11pm we start to go down lu....!!!HAPPY NIGHT....!!!^^

朋友 ("=")

忙 的 時 候 ， 想 要 休 息 ；
渡假 的 時 候 ， 想 到 未 來 。
窮的 時 候 ， 渴 望 富 有 ；
生活 安 逸 了 ， 怕 幸 福 不 能 長 久 。
該決 定 的 時 候 ， 擔 心 結 果 不 如 預 期 ；
看明 白 了 ， 後 悔 當 初 沒 有 下 定 決 心 。
不屬 於 自 己 的 ， 常 常 心 存 慾 望 ；
握在 手 裡 了 ， 又 懷 念 未 擁 有 前 的輕 鬆 。
生命 若 不 是 現 在 ，那 是 何 時 ？

一 個 人 可 以 毫 無 道 理 跟 你 做 一 輩 子 親 戚 ,
但 一 個 人 不 會 毫 無 道 理 跟 你 做 一 輩 子 朋 友

我會 想 起 . . 與 你 們 認 識 的 種 種 . .
也會 想 起 .. . 發 生 過 的 點 點 滴 滴 . .
直到 我 們 都 年 老 時 . . 是 否 會 像 現 在 這 樣 . .
坐 在 電 腦 前 互 訴 心 聲 ？
不管 如 何 . . 希 望 我 們 永 遠 是 真 誠 相 對 的 朋 友 ( 知 己 ) . ..

朋 友 就 是 喜 歡 你 也 了 解 你 的 人
願 你 都 能 珍 惜 身 邊 每 一 個 朋 友
因 為 你 我 有 緣 份 ， 才 能 成 為 朋 友
可 以 成 為 知 己 的 ， 更 難 得 ！
時 間 未 必 证 明 你 我 成 為 知 己 的 原 因
但 一 定 可 以 証 明 到
你 對 朋 友 的 關 懷 不 是 白 費 ！
希 望 您 永 遠 都 係 我 的 好 朋 友 ！

朋 友 ， 是 你 高 興 時 想 跟 他 分 享 的 ，
朋 友 ， 是 你 不 高 興 時 可 以 給 你 發 脾 氣 的 ，
朋 友 ， 也 是 在 你 沒 錢 開 飯 時 打 救 你 的 ，
朋 友 ， 你 悶 得 發 荒 時 可 以 跟 你 一 同 發 荒 的 ，
朋 友 ， 會 甘 願 給 功 課 你 抄 ， 跟 你 一 同 出 貓 一 同 被 人 罰 的 ，
朋 友 ， 也 是 你 買 手 信 時 ， 想 買 一 份 大 的 給 他 的，
朋 友 ， 也 是 你 看 見 他 上 線 時 ， 想 給 他 ' 喔 噢 ' ！

朋 友 就 是 ~ ~ 即 使 是 一 點 小 感 動 ，
一 點 小 事 情 都 想 一 起 分 享

朋 友 就 是 ~ ~ 當 你 抱 頭 痛 哭 的 時 候 ，
扶 著 你 肩 膀 的 那 個 人

朋 友 就 是 ~ ~ 當 你 面 對 人 生 挫 折 時 ，
一 直 緊 握 你 那 雙 手你 好 嗎 ？

你 能 夠 看 到 它 是 你 與 他 的 緣 份
你 能 夠 和 你 身 邊 的 人 做 朋 友 也 是 你 與 他 的 緣 份
縱 使 你 不 知 道 這 夥 流 星 會 何 時 消 失
但 如 若 你 好 好 珍 惜 看 到 這 流 星 的 每 一 刻
那 就 算 流 星 走 了 你 也 不 會 後 悔,
請 大 家 好 好 珍 惜 身 邊 的 每 一 個 人
珍 惜 這 段 友 誼 ！

建 立 友 誼 如 像 種 樹 ， 因 為 友 誼 是 一 株 樹 ( T R E E ) :
T : T r u s t ( 信 任 )
R : R e s p e c t ( 尊 重 )
E : E x c h a n g e ( 交 流 )
E : E m o t i o n a l S u p p o r t ( 精 神 支 持 )

---- 好 朋 友 守 則 ----
朋友 就 是 無 形 中 伴 你 走 過 風 雨 ，
永 遠 支 持 你 的 力 量

朋友 就 是 一 種 無 法 言 喻 的 美 好 感 覺

朋友 就 是 在 別 人 面 前 永 遠 護 著 你 的 那 個 人

朋友 就 是 即 使 是 一 點 小 感 動 ，
一 點 小 事 情 都 想 一 起 分 享

朋友 就 是 當 你 抱 頭 痛 哭 的 時 候 ，
扶 著 你 肩 膀 的 那 個 人

朋友 就 是 當 你 面 對 人 生 挫 折 時 ，
一 直 緊 握 你 的 那 雙 手

喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚....
喜歡發呆....因為你不會知道我想你....
喜歡孤單....因為你不會發現我愛你....
喜歡在你身邊....因為你是我快樂的唯一因素 ...

=(

当你和一个人建立了很好的关系时,=)
当你知道他就要走了,难道真的不会难过吗?
为什么时间不能停留还是慢点呢???
看着一天一天的时间过去,剩下的时间就越少...
难过的时间就那么难过,
快乐的时间就那么快过...
CACAT DE 啦~~!!!

SaM3 Dr3am^^

Dreaming day…
18/04/2009

Haha,today Tian & M3 dream almost the same dream,our dream damn funny la..she is 1st part of dream,then mine is 2nd part of dream..so gam..hahahahaha…我们dream到他打死了一只飞虫,…哈哈….然后…let HER to write it down la…

CraZy Night...^^

Localtion : PutraJaya
People : Ti@n, Ps@n, SylviA, Liew…

Haha…Today we having are CRAZY Night..After I looking my stuff and had dinner at ss2, I think around 10pm,Ti@n say, she don’t want go back so earlie,wanna go look for NIGHT View,since we nth to do then we decided go to Putrajaya and see…the important poin is 4of us also don’t know how to go there de..wakakaka..but we vry smart le,didn’t lost the way..i thnk 30 to 45minut we reach there liao...once we reach,Walao le…very nice..we go down and took some crazy picture..wahaha..ard 11.30pm back home lu…!!!haha…when we on the way back tat time,haha..we do one CRAZY thing,when we lost one direction then there got 2way to go,but we didn’t see the direction,then we reverse back to see the direction…wahahaha…luckily at the back no CAR…ok la,don’t talk so much la..SHOW TIME…