关心

关心到底是什么,
到头来得到的是什么,
我真的不会再跟人相处了..

生活

在生活中难免会遇上形形色色的人，

有的人像流星一样很快地与你擦身而过，

不曾留下记忆。

有的人与你有缘相处很长时间，如过去的同学, 同事OR朋友，

但在若千年后，你也许连他的名字也想不起了。

还有一种人，他与只接触很短的时间，

可能只有一面之缘，但是却给你留下很深的印象，

甚至终身难忘。

为什么？？？
我真的很不明白啊。。。
你可以告诉我吗？？

忘记

有很多事情不是说要忘记就能忘记，有些事情你越想忘记，就偏偏忘记不了，前几天我不小心看回某某人send 给我的信息，我看了心真的有点痛，原来我还收着他send 给我的信息，当我post了这个Blog, 我就会删除它，不会再收着，很多东西过了，就真的过了，不可能再回头..

很难

真的很难做这个决定,
我不知道我做了会怎样,
但是我相信神会帮助我...
所以我做了..!!

Don't know

I don't know what happen to me NOW, my heart feel weird, weird weird weird...i have to leave here go some where else to relax, next week i go oversea work, i should take this chance to have holiday, hope after this trip i'll feel better lah...!!!

29 Nov 2009

Today i went to my friend wedding, i should happy i see my friend get married, but i made back some of my school friends, but the feeling really totally different, nothing to talk,that time i really want back home.. one of my friend i very afraid to see her, because last time i really hurt her heart, until now she haven't forgive me, i don't know what can i do now.. Seriously if today i didn't go the wedding i might be still fine, every time i see her my heart really sad, i very regret regret why last time i will do that to hurt you, FRIEND, I'M SORRY SORRY, can you forgive me?? GOD help me, every time made back my old friends then i'll have this feeling, some time i rather i don't want find my old friends, God teach me HOW to do, this feeling following me very very long time already, when can i recover this pain and she really can forgive me??God please take all my sadness memorable, i don't want handler this sadness anymore...